也许我的犹豫和挣扎
是因为不确定
虽今日对他有好感
但是否就能
爱他到终点

当童话以不再完美
当人生风雨吹起时
我两还是否能
温柔对待对方
是否还能手紧握着手
记得当初
对对方许下的承诺

不知为什么
心中有种莫名的感觉
仿佛这三个星期的离别
即将改变些什么
对他的这份不舍
也许是因为
围着自己心中的那堵墙
已逐渐的倒塌

不想伤害他,但也必须保护自己。

Felt like my left and right were blocked out, leaving only the path ahead to walk. And he is just pushing me from behind.

Did think once that this would bother me.

But gradually, I begin to enjoy talking to him. Being interested in anything that has to do with him including the mundane of how he spent his day. Looking forward to our next outing. Anticipating him to sms me.

Like what a friend has correctly pointed out: the way he pursues is like a kid. It is almost like showhand every date. And the one good strategy that he probably has is his sincerity.

Towards this guy who seems so simple hearted and serious in his pursuit,... ... ... ...

Both are so extreme in their personalities.
One is passive, gentle and perhaps a tad too patient. Another is pretty aggressive in the way he pursues and probably does not know the beauty of pacing.
One is a gentleman who knows his place and boundary. Another makes use of any chance to push the boundary.
One has such a gentle spirit that I have very much to learn from. Another seems to experience emotional entanglement through the fighting of internal and external battles.
One elicits the best behaviour from me. Whilst I’m just being myself in my interaction with the other.

Hmm..guy B.

Assessment: Troubled in spirit. Emotional,possibly having poor emotional regulation as evident in him turning to drinking as a coping mechanism. Most likely a people pleaser. Insecure? as he repeatedly mentioned that he wonders how come i took some time to reply his sms/email. Probably very interested in pursuing this friendship as he blatantly mentions abt future outing.

Hypothesis:could possibly be a clingy lover, resulting in a stifling relationship.

Recorded by
The anti social. worker

因你的沉默， 进退我无权选择。
也许将来这将成为我两的遗憾； 也许这也只是我单方面的感觉。
这沉默是如此的温和，却又是如此的伤人。